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We Lost Our Way

by Hansi

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1.
ER Lights 03:18
And it hurts me to see you this way Going on and on for days It feels like its taking forever I wish I could make it better Keep holding on ER Lights as the dawn And I swear I won't walk away
2.
They said things'll get worse before they get better By this they mean 'things'll get worse for you' At best I was weak from all the blood letters and all they said sadly came true Its like my head against the writing on the wall My face is so close I can't read anything at all It was a retreat from an army of bedwetters I've felt this before but it still stung will things get worse? ask me when the checks run out But I was finally able to breathe with my neck under the bottom rung just like my head against it Grabbed by the hair dragged to the killing floor My punishment for not following your war But what you gonna do When we find you You tired empty suit What you gonna do They said things'll get worse before they get better Yeah we've heard it all before Nothing changed when the checks ran out and all my blood was on the floor just like my head against it Grabbed by the hair dragged to the killing floor My punishment for not following your war But what you gonna do when we find you You tired empty suit What you gonna do When we find you
3.
Stand Up 03:56
Stand up baby Bootblack boiling blood pumps through my heart and swayback baby I was dreaming of you It all started with the captain when he gave the order for the 9 tailed whip and swayback baby I was dreaming of you Stand up baby Storm clouds gathered when we chose our battle and swayback baby I was dreaming of you At first light the cabin doors were kicked in and all the officers were put off the ship and swayback baby I was dreaming of you (We won't fall in line) Don't fall in line again just to live under their thumb Keelhaul the captain while I turn all the maps to ash and swayback baby I was dreaming of you Now getting lost is a full time job and my search goes on around the clock and swayback baby I was dreaming of you (We won't fall in line) Don't fall in line again just to live under their thumb
4.
The Mission 03:21
Awake The sound of mission bells through the waves Stone Grave The storm has passed I guess I'm saved (Sing love, sing and I'll find you again) High and dry and the ocean swims in your eyes am I justified now I've made your song my life Slip beneath the waves and all you had to say was 'wait' and I'd stay there All you have to say with my life slipping away is 'wait' and I'd stay there
5.
Long time no see was the last thing that you said to me Long time no see now close your eyes and go to sleep Let the morphine (Let dilaudid) do her work Let it numb you while we hurt And if you don't open your eyes my life will change but long may you reign
6.
It's not waiting if you don't come back It's not lost if you get the bends Wake up tired in the middle of the road how I got here is anyone's guess A week is gone and no one's bothered me yet about what I know, but that's another mess Over and over her voice it bled and it rolled like thunder around in my head Over and over her faith fading slow with this wheel in my hand I refuse to let go I know I said I know what I'm doing but then again I say a lot of things Just enough time to deny what I said but just enough time to believe it Made up a day we lost stuck in the snow yeah it's warm in the van and we got places to go I don't get paid to have anything be fiar as I'm living this backhanded dream of theirs Over and over I remember you said would you stop calling please cause my hope is near dead over and over with her faith fading slow with this wheel in my hands I refuse to let go I know I said I know what I'm doing but then again I say a lot of things Just enough time to deny what I said but just enough time to believe it It's not waiting if you don't come home
7.
We were docked at some lost end of the earth when death's door I had opened Anchors away and a drink to the departed In my mind your face was frozen We won't be back home We'll sleep with Davie Jones we'll never again see the shore Your song drags me below It was suicide but around the Horn we go Is that where your heart was fused with mine before I was ripped from your arms and dragged ashore oh but I guarantee we're lost this time We won't be back home We'll sleep with Davie Jones we'll never again see the shore Your song drags me below The sea became angry Woah oh we lost our way that blessed day The wind it was screaming Woah oh it was you my love My search is done With bodys broken on these jagged rocks I lay silently bleeding and my eyes fading to my final reward It's just your voice I am hearing SLEEP MY LOVE The sea became angry Woah oh we lost our way that blessed day The wind it was screaming Woah oh it was you my love My search is done
8.
I can't sleep and I hurt when I'm awake teeth rattle in my head lines keep crossing in time to the sound of the sun comming up and going down Coming all the way down Can't see my hands infront of me can't recall what you said time is bought and sold, laid to waste and chopped up fine on the kitchenette Sun coming all the way down We fall so far behind these thin white lies We're chasing vapor trails on mirror skies Can't feel my eyes in my head Glue them to the tv then is the sun coming up or is it just about to set I can't sleep and I hurt when I'm awake teeth rattle in my head lines keep crossing in time to the sound of the sun comming up and going down Coming all the way down We fall so far behind these thin white lies We're chasing vapor trails on mirror skies Recall our time spent out of sight out of mind like dragons breathing Pharmaceutical fire Out of sight out of mind Sun coming all the way down
9.
Save me you big time spender I'm in way over my head Under this freeway and these bloody broken hands This walk was never planned so let's have a drink and misunderstand All I can remember was police doing the quake city crawl Blue lights and all I had on my mind was 'rocks or neat' Until I hit the wall I could stand to bleed When the world stopped spinning I was set free Face down on a red curb and torn from head to feet Things have a way of not working out how we planned So lets all have a drink and misunderstand All I can remember was police doing the quake city crawl Blue lights and all I had on my mind was 'rocks or neat' Until I hit the wall I could stand to bleed In a fight with my fist and the wall the whiskey won The whiskey won Or so they said The whiskey won And so I bled the whiskey won
10.
Novocaine 03:59
Dust in the sun Floating like snow The skin of a thousand years ago It's not who we are It's who we know The skin of a thousand years ago You settle like Novocaine around any fear that I've known You settle like novocaine around any hurt that I've known The universe around us epands and explodes They say it's all dust but who really knows Where does it come from where do we go The skin of a billion years ago You settle like Novocaine around any fear that I've known You settle like novocaine around any hurt that I've known

about

Truxton's posthumously final full length album:

Since recording these songs their meaning has evolved from a mix of personal experiences and total fantasy to a deep appreciation for the friends that have given their time and love to the music Truxton has made over these long years.
The chorus of voices heard on 'the mission' represents, to us a sort of vocal expression of love and deep appreciation for our true friends near and far. Living and at rest. It truely makes us proud to have your voices lift our humble songs and hearts to a place of beauty that we will never be able to describe. At least not in these liner notes. In the immortal words of AC/DC 'We Salute You.'

We can't thank you enough with our words, so this album is our thanks to you. We love you forever and miss you in the mean time.

credits

released December 16, 2014

The players on this album:
Hansi Armentrout - Lead vocals, Rhythm Guitars
Jeremy Hainline - Lead Guitars, Feedback
Ian Miller - Bass
Ben Adrian - Drums
Christopher Lautz - Drums on 'What you gonna do'
Ryan Manley - Keys and Piano

Truxton was:
Hansi Armentrout - Lead vox/guitars
Lucas White - Bass
Francis Choung - Drums/vox
Christopher Lautz - Drums/Vox
Ben Adrian - Drums
Jeremy Hainline - Guitars
Ian Miller - Bass/Vox
Bill Mowrey - Drums
Aaron Rubin - Bass
Ryan Manley - Keys/Piano

All songs written and performed by Hansi and Truxton except 'Novocaine' written and performed by Ryan Manley and Hansi Armentrout

Backup vocals on 'The Mission' by:
Yaa Armentrout, Erin Hanson, Rob Hanson, Tim McHugh, Sean Sullivan, Kate Sullivan, Christopher Lautz, Ted Neranchi, Tiffany Amundson, Jennifer Pasarow, Jeremy Hainline, Stephen Pride, Ron Guensche, Tod Reagan, Hansi Armentrout(if we forgot you please let us know and we'll add you)

Recoded March 2012 in Oakland CA by Ron Guensche
Produced by Truxton
Mixed by Greg Thompson
Mastered by Ben Adrian

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Hansi Richmond, Virginia

- Late '80s: Hansi started playing in punk bands in San Diego, CA
- 1996 decided to write/record/perform solo acoustic music influenced mainly by Elliott Smith, Richard Buckner
- 1999 forms Truxton in Oakland, CA
- 2013 Truxton plays their last show in San Francisco
- 2024 Hansi is currently writing and recording music in Richmond, VA but is slow to get ‘out there’ as he can be a shy dude.
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